Autumn bliss, with a touch of mindfulness


The feeling of not going through life alone, is comforting. To have or not to have…peace in my life. When I am at peace, everything seems clear. I don’t worry about daily chores, errands or having to quickly contemplate what’s next. It comes naturally, so smooth, so effortless. Procrastination is not my friend, I am hardly ever tardy towards anything because for some, having waited till the last minute, to do what ever it is we do, gives a sense of rush and for some, it works for them. Not for me! I go into a panic, together with clammy hands, heart-pounding anxiety which is, in fact, very dreadful for me. Interpersonal relationships outside of my family is very seldom and I’m very satisfied with that. I’ll stick to movies On-Demand to show action and suspense, but to live a life of action-packed suspense, makes me nervous and uneasy. For me, I see the outside world, through my kids and their activities and the ever famous visits to both my psychologist and psychiatrist. I am, what you would call, an extreme introvert…No malls, no movies, no beaches, no social contacts other than my online content. A library is a great place to find me…alone of course.

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About luis castillo

An introvert who enjoys reading, writing and journal entry and recently picked up iphoneography along the way. My "Walls of Solitude" is my sanctuary and where most, if not all of my writings scream through my fingertips.
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